if bitcoin dies, i'm holding the bag, i dont give a shit, these coins have sentimental value to me

just no intrinsic value

i really don't care about material things. the things i really care about are intangible

if that's true, you should sell bitcoins now before everyone else does, so you can buy the intangible things you care about (bitcoins) back cheaper, so you have more of it
Bitcoin market cap before China: 2.5 billion
Bitcoin market cap when CHina enters: 10+ billion
Bitcoin market cap when China leaves: 2 - 4 billion
Price of bitcoin /4 -5 = around the $200 mark
$200 is a realistic value for bitcoin, over $1,000 is extremely outrageous.
Sell now, buy back later

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