Fuck it, back in the cupboards for me
I hope that this time you disclose your "safe word" to some some person IRL...
Disclosing your plan to interweb personas will not work too well, unless you have figured out how to get WO-Bot or some other AI or a script to prod you at a more or less a fitting time.
I suppose you could set a BTC ticker alarm as long as the power does not go out, or the web is not disconnected leaving you to shrivel up like a plum turned into a dried out prune.

I don't have an IRL. I was born in this thread and I'll die in it.
I'm actually a figment of Jimbo's imagination.